It used to bother me when I had bosses, colleagues, employees and volunteers who were faster, smarter and more creative than me. I always felt like I had to prove something. I didn't want it to be said of me "He couldn't do that." Let's call it what it is...insecurity.
Then September 1, 2011 arrived. That was my first day on the job of being a Lead Pastor. I don't know if my perspective changed or if what we were going through as a church (quick start-up and a new facility) caused me to change. Perhaps the combination of all of my responsibilities (husband, father, pastor, son, friend, counselor, etc...) forced me to have a change in my attitude.
I still have a long way to go. Sometimes I still try to sound more intelligent (that never works by the way) and to prove myself to other people. However, I'm enjoying the faster, more creative, and "better" people around me so much more than I have in the past. I'm more inspired now by them rather than feeling insecure by their skills, experience and results. I find myself really thankful for them and longing for more of them around me every day!
