It used to bother me when I had bosses, colleagues, employees and volunteers who were faster, smarter and more creative than me. I always felt like I had to prove something. I didn't want it to be said of me "He couldn't do that." Let's call it what it is...insecurity.
Then September 1, 2011 arrived. That was my first day on the job of being a Lead Pastor. I don't know if my perspective changed or if what we were going through as a church (quick start-up and a new facility) caused me to change. Perhaps the combination of all of my responsibilities (husband, father, pastor, son, friend, counselor, etc...) forced me to have a change in my attitude.
I still have a long way to go. Sometimes I still try to sound more intelligent (that never works by the way) and to prove myself to other people. However, I'm enjoying the faster, more creative, and "better" people around me so much more than I have in the past. I'm more inspired now by them rather than feeling insecure by their skills, experience and results. I find myself really thankful for them and longing for more of them around me every day!
God bless you in your role as lead pastor...you will bless many, and grow yourself each and everyday...how wonderful for those you serve.
I will pray for you Todd. It's not an easy calling, but one God will walk with you each step of the way.
"Do your best", then leave the rest to God. I didn't know you had this new assingment. Congratulations and God bless you and your sweet family. Love and Prayers from Karen and Bob Pollard (my e-mail: [email protected]
Posted by: Karen Pollard | 02/24/2012 at 05:53 PM
Karen,
Sorry I didn't respond sooner. Thanks so much for your encouragement. I am absolutely having a blast leading our church. God has been so good to us. Lives are being changed and I believe He is being high and lifted up as a result! Thanks also for praying. Tell Bob 'hi' for me!
Todd
Posted by: Todd Cullen | 04/02/2012 at 08:54 AM